Truth is I think I’m in love with an older person. He’s older than me and a good friend of mine. I only liked looking at him and listening to what he had to say. But since I’m away from him, I can’t stop thinking about him. All my friends tell me to give up, but I don’t want to. I want to be with him and experience life with him. I don’t want a romantic relationship because I know that that would never work since he’s older than me. But he’s so s***, and so hot, such a good person and so successful. I’m scared I’m falling for him. He will never like me back and he will call me crazy. I’m scared he’ll understand what I’m feeling towards him before I do. I miss him too.