i used to be that kid with the weird style but had something going. but of course i met some one who got me into drugs and got me into lots of trouble with my family and the law. i fucked up my life but i accept it. now im the outcast who has a reputation. i feel bad cause i met this guy 2 years younger and he thinks im the best he tries to follow what i do and i see him falling into what i did. hes getting into drugs he starting stuff with his family at home and hes messing up in school. to top it off hes my boyfriend now. ive tried to talk to him so he wont make the mistakes i did, but he doesnt get it. he just wants to be with me and live the life i lead. i feel selfish for letting him stay, but im afraid to let him go.