I have almost 27
I started seeing naked women, girls at age 8 and m********* at age 12, I even watched b********** and other illegal p***. I still watch online p********** and m*********.
I know that what I am doing is not morally right. However I just do that for timepass, I got erectile disfunction or should I say I do not c** as much as I used to and I dont get turned on at all! sometimes I think its because of medication that I am taking and sometimes I think its because the sings I have commited, nonetheless I what I am I really afraid of is getting settled in life. Afraid that I will not be a good father or my son/daughter will not be healthy or they will hate me! all of these taughts I bealive caused ED along with medication.

I know that I am not a morally good person, I have commited and still commiting lots of sins and I know that there are lots of poeple who love me and care about me.

God please forgive me and I know that forgiveness is a Big Word. As I stated I am still commiting sins even toght that Iknow that what I am doing is not right. Once asking for forginess I also ask you to help me in not to commit any sort of sin in onwards

your truly,
Me