God, please forgive me…
I am on a huge debt, I never ever in my life made an effort to help the ones who loves me. Instead of loving them back I cursed them, moreover I even beated them.
I know that this may sound like a joke to you, but I truly am sorry for what I did.
I dont know how can I make things right.
If money can help then I pray that kindly help me in getting lots of wealth… I know that money cannot buy hapiness and probably cannot replace of what I have done…
if I had a choice between money and hapiness I would choose hapiness to all my loved ones and money for me, just me alone. So I can die with pain and have just money…
I know what I will do with money, I will spend it till I am dead and give all what is left to the poor….

if I die I which that I will not come back and if I must then I hope I can do more good and payback all that is possible. I just want hapiness to everyone.

God this may very well sound a big joke to you, but….