I wish my boyfriend would just man up and get a job. I’m tired of pulling all the weight financially and emotionally. I have to take care of his feelings too because his ego and pride is so hurt by being stressed out over money. I can’t even expect him to be strong for me, instead I have to be strong for myself and him. I’m tired. But I feel guilty because I know he really could be a successful musician. If only he would stop with the excuses and just f–g man up and take control of his life!! So that I can enjoy mine…