I’m 19, almost 20, and I’ve never had my first kiss. I find it so difficult to talk to boys sometimes, especially when I’m attracted to them. I’ve never been in any type of romantic relationship and I’m so tired of being so inexperienced while my friends talk about their boyfriends or point out the multiple guys she’s made out with. Is there something wrong with me? Am I just that ugly? I don’t know what I’m doing, and right now I feel like I’m going to die alone, I might as well speed up the process.