I’ve Had Enough Of This! okay so this morning i had to get up at 7 to feed the animals and wake up the younger boys and get them to wake up their big brother.
so they still weren’t awake after i finished the feeding so i yelled the time at them and told them they had to wake their brother.
my a*****e of an ex-friend got out of bed told me it was my job to wake him because i “wasn’t doing anything” and he had been “sleeping” (the stupid f**k wasn’t supposed to be still sleeping!)
i stormed off to my room and then, because i knew they weren’t gonna wake him, woke his brother (who i’m honestly kind of afraid of even though he’s funny as hell).
i overheard my ex-friend b******g about me to his younger brother (he usually complains to ME about other people and i f*****g listen to him ALL THE TIME!) so i sat in the lounge room and glared at him while i drank my coffee.
“oh, i’m gonna storm off and then sit in the lounge room and look at you angrily” he said in that STUPID voice he puts on when he’s trying to make people angry at him.
well it worked. i screamed at him to stop being such an a*****e and burst into tears. i reminded him that i am usually so nice to him and then i went into my room to cry.
i went out a few minutes later to check if their brother was awake and looked at my ex-friend angrily again with a tear streaked face.
he just f*****g left but if he comes home he is getting a f*****g slap in the face from me because he’s been asking for it for months!

i have always been kind to him. we were practically inseparable for months earlier this year! i thought of him as one of my best friends, and i don’t have many friends. i listened to him when he complained about how his family used to (and sometimes still does) treat him and i was there for him whenever they made him cry. i was concerned because he seemed to becoming depressed so i got his oldest brother to talk to his family about treating him better. i helped him when he broke his pinkie and had to do things one handed. i was there for him so much and this is how he thanks me?!?
i really f*****g hope that one day he’ll stop being such an a*****e and realizes that he treated the one person that truly cared about him despite his personality flaws like absolute s**t!
i am miserable to say that one of the reasons that i’m moving out is because i need to get the hell away from him! i am so sad that our friendship ended so horribly. i have so many fond memories of our time together! i know i will probably forgive him again because i’ve done it so many times. i am just SICK of the way he’s treating me now.