Lloyd…you are or were jealous, you are a hypocrite. But you. Are a damn good kisser. You tried to burn me with ice instead of fire. J at least will argue with me. It’s loud, it’s not always nice but we say what is on our minds! Of course now I sometimes act like the jealous one. I don’t want to lose him like I have lost so many that I love. I do hide it better than you ever did though. I loved you, or I thought I did. What J and I have is real love. It’s not hot and passionate. But it is there warm and constant. I am grateful that you showed me that the grass isn’t always greener. Though I do think of you and hope you are well, I truly wish I had never spoken to you. It caused only pain and my life will never be the same, I wish your wife a lot of luck in dealing with you. Are you still listening to teeny bopper music at 54 as you did at 50? Are you still flirting with women your daughters age? Are you still addicted to p***? As I said…I wish her lots of luck, especially since she has adult children. Hopefully you won’t get excommunicated again
