If it was guaranteed, I’ll do it. I’ll do it for myself. I’ll do it so I wouldn’t have to need you anymore. I am selfish, but so what? Who isn’t? I’ve gone for this long, not feeling fulfilled & I don’t think I will ever feel fulfilled. I don’t want to live out the rest of my life just to prevent others from feeling the pain. Why should I have to try so hard just to make the rest of you feel alright if I, myself, am not alright? I’m done asking to be cared for. When I feel like it’s time, bye.
