I spend all my time instead of doing my schoolwork avoiding it at all costs. I have problems with stress and because of this I can’t bring myself to get to school. I fake being sick or having anxiety attacks to avoid school that day. I got to a point where I called in sick as my father and spent a week under my house basement instead of going to school. I hate this infinite spiral and thought of killing myself. I took a large dose of something that was enough to kill me. I told myself I didn’t actually wanna kill myself but instead run away from my problems. I ended up in the emergency room, my parents mortified and they sent me to be home schooled by a tutor for the rest of the year. I promised myself never again would i end up like this. I called in sick for an assignment that would take fifteen minutes. I am ashamed and feel like I will never get to see myself be happy.
