I lied to my parents, after they found out that i went joyriding in my grandmas car and had guys over at her house. i keep trying to cover it up because i feel like an absolute f****** idiot. i just want to cry i wish i never did any of it. they’re probably going to find the truth out soon and i don’t know how to handle that. do i just stop talking to them? let myself cop it? they don’t trust me anymore, on the plus side i have exams in the next two months and after that i’m 18 so there’s only so much they can say or do. i’ve been thinking about walking in front of a train, no one understands how terrible my parents can be. i wish i was born in another family.
