I want to cheat on my girlfriend. I want to know, inside my mind that hurt her and I enjoyed it while doing it. I want to f*** someone hotter than her. I want to be fucked senseless, like how she never does. Why do I always have to do the pumping? I want to eat a different p****, and feel a different p**** grabbing hold of my c***. I want a differen hand to touch it, a different mouth to s*** it. I want to c** on another girls face. I’m searching for people online. I don’t know if I’ll go through with it. I don’t know if I’ll go through with it because I know it’s wrong, or because I was educated to believe it is wrong to cheat. I want to have s** with someone else.