I would probably only buy that statement from 1 maybe 2 girls and from 35 years ago, primary school believe it or not. For me with them it’s a few things. First of all we shared something rare, it only happens once, and it’s obviously early in life for all of us. That does mean something, and the other thing for me was the way we last saw each other. I basically ended up with the power, but at the same time, gimme a break, I was in the middle of some s*** too. But I know based on encounters after, long after, there was something non some level. I regret it didn’t or hasn’t gone somewhere, I guess we both have passed up opportunity when it was right there, for whatever reason, but yeah. I can’t ever forget

Otherwise I would ask that you get that mentality out of your head, and for lack of better phrase please just stay away from me and anything to do with me. Leave my life alone. Even now, I’m fully aware you could very well have a friendly relationship with people I work with now which I don’t exactly like tbh but then I am a believer of leave your problems at home too. I have never 1 time ever said “hey, you ever hear from?” I do not talk about anything personal like that with anyone ever. People think I don’t know s***, I don’t talk about it. Ever. And there’s nothing to gain or fix here either if that’s what it’s about. Its damaged beyond repair. I can’t get over it. None of it my doing, I can confidently say that, I will take my responsibilities, I will and do change when and if I feel I need to, I tried, not one bit of it, and there was a lot of it. That kind of mentality makes people who are interested in you, and you know it, hate me. And I did feel that. And I am not always the most likeably guy, but some of the bitterness sometimes really made me go??? what the f*** is that about? That was right out his a**….” You need to forget about me, don’t talk about our “thing” and keep s*** healthy, which includes actively staying the hell away from everything that has to do with me. There’s not much, it should be easy, this is no coincidence. You need to stop. You seem to be actively trying to intentionally get to me, negatively.