This morning I gave into m*********** by accident because I woke up early and didn’t want to risk falling back to sleep again, so I figured that performing self-gratification would keep me awake. My mistake was giving into it too much that led to me spilling all over myself that I had to wash middle body in the bathroom. I did not intend to fully give into it, but this now the third time I broke my commitment to go without m*********** until the end of the year, now I have to worry about what consequences I will have to face. The only thing I can do is simply start over and work to better myself and work at finding ways to not m********* in my sleep.
