for as long as I can remember, I have been bullied. I am not very attractive, and I am chubby, and I am shy. so, they called me fat and ugly and a w**** and rude and a b****..they used me. they hurt me. so…I wanted to become exactly what they had called me, and the first thing that came to my mind was…a w****. I went on I vu and spent about $20 getting all…”prettied up”. my avatar was a shy l***** who had just turned 18. soon, the chat invites came rolling in. I acted innocent, made the poor fellows “fall” for me, fucked ’em, and let them rot. sometimes, if I was generous, I even let them f*** me twice. not that it mattered, really. I felt nothing. nothing at all. it was online, after all. no enjoyment. no guilt. not until I met Gabriel. he told me he truly loved me. so…while I was “dating”(continuously f****** him, sick b******) I had at least six other people wanking while they were watching their computer screens at a time. it was great, until I gave Gabe my number and he called me. his voice was beautiful. that damn voice got me to start “video stripping” and “taking nudes”. I was spiralling downwards, and fast. I no longer felt anything but annoyed. so. one day I e-mailed him and told him that I was my friend and that I had died. thar took care of that. so I stopped for almost a whole year, but then….I saw that b**** who had used me and called me a w****. so, I went on a furry site, got into character, and fucked the hell out of both male and females. and THEN. I met Orion. ugh. and don’t get me wrong, I’m totally done with being a virtual call girl because it s****, but I just can’t seem to get away from this one over-emotional guy who is gonna literally kill himself if I call it off with him. SOMEONE SAVE ME.

….a confession from a 15 year old. I’m a veteran at s** and I haven’t even actually had it yet! woooot.. lol. I’m such a heartless person. help me. where have all of me emotions gone…? I don’t even feel sad…