I’m so f****** bored. Of everything. It’s so hard to do even the simplest things and honestly, I don’t want to. No one really f****** cares. The teachers say they do, they f****** don’t. My friends say they do and sometimes I believe them but then I remember what a f****** waste of space I am and so many things would have been better if I wasn’t there.
I find myself doing anything, ANYTHING to change my day. It’s always exactly the same over and over and over again with nothing new ever. And if it’s not something new, I’m not interested. So much work and pressure to get things done, be a good girlfriend, care about peoples feelings, love everyone all the f****** time. I have no energy for it.
I skip school. I skip meals. I skip things I promise I’ll go to. I ghost everyone. I ignore my friends. And it makes me feel bad. Hurting people makes me feel bad but it seems to be the only thing I’m good at. I try to remove myself to make it better for the people that I love but it only seems to make it worse. I just want the world to shut up and leave me in silence for once in my f****** life.
I do anything for a change. I want to get into trouble. I want to do something I shouldn’t just so that it isn’t the boring, repetitive life I’ve become so used to. But even things I do to get into trouble seem to become routine. IT’S SO BORING.
I’M SO BORED OF THE SAME PEOPLE OF THE SAME LIFE OF THE SAME GOSSIP AND CONVERSATIONS AND WORK AND I JUST DONT F****** CARE ANYMORE
GET OUT OF MY ROOM
GET OUT OF MY FACE
GET OUT OF MY F****** LIFE
IM SO BORED

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