I’ve been struggling with an eating disorder for about a year now. I’m 14. I used to make myself purge after I binged, but I stopped after my dad walked in on me. He forced me to go to counseling twice, but the counselor was awful so I didn’t have to go again. Now I restrict my calories.. Today I went over my limit (1,000 calories) by 1,100. I want to throw up right now but I’m afraid someone will catch me. Food is on my mind 24/7 and I can’t help it. I’m 5’1 and 110 pounds (give or take a few pounds). I’ve never told anyone about this problem/ the obsession with my self-image. I don’t know what to do. I still want to lose 10-15 pounds, but I don’t want to live like this. I’m depressed, alone, and confused. This site is my last resort. I’m a disgusting human being 🙁
