A guy wanted to put his hands up my swimsuit. I kept telling him no, but he wouldn’t stop asking. He told me he wouldn’t tell anyone. I believed him because I liked him, but I also believed another guy I like which almost resulted in me killing myself. I regret it. I’m Christian so I messed up. I let him do it and then I hugged him and he grabbed my b***. I feel like a failure as a Christian. I feel like a tramp I almost want to kill myself again.