I fell in love with my best guy friend and did not tell him until it was too late. This was several years ago, and he is married now. We were very close, but I kept pushing him away because I was scared and not ready for a commitment. He was ready for marriage. It didn’t have to do with him. I was still figuring out what I wanted to do and myself, and I wasn’t ready. I hurt him and disappeared from his life for some time. He moved on and got his happy ending, and I accept that I had my chance and have to get over this, but I still feel guilty about it.