I confess that I have a thing for pedophiles. I am a young girl, almost 14, and I can recall countless times that I have given internet pedophiles what they wanted. One time, I even fell in love with one of them. That went on for a year, but I got out of the situation before somebody found out. When I think about an older guy just having his way with me and destroying me, it drives me insane! I’ve not done anything in 3 minths now, but lately I’ve just been craving the s***** attention of an older guy… I’m going to resist the urges, but they’ll always be there. I know, I’m a freak. Wanting them to use me and abuse me is sick and wrong, but I can’t help it. They are just what I need…