I confess that I am too much of a coward to tell you I love you.

You honestly helped me the only way you could, you didn’t know me all that well, you could have, and would have been getting yourself involved in s*** you had never been exposed too. I thank you for not following me, If you had have become involved with me I probably would never forgive myself for pulling you into it.

Also know that as I write these words I make further progress toward being a full person, capable of compassion and love, and know that one day I plan to tell you in person the great change you made in my life. My belief is that by this time, being as full and loving as you are, you will have found someone else to love, and likely they will love you back. I want you to know that if this is the case, my love goes beyond what you believe it does, I love you both as a sister and a lover;