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I’m completely in love with my boyfriend of three years. We are young and deeply in love. It seems like we have bee in love forever. The only problem is he gets sad randomly and I have to cheer him up. Last week he was in one of his random funks, and I was almost ready to let it happen and let it be. He realized that his funk puts me in a funk, and then he cheered up. I think he realizes his moods affect me, but sometimes I’m just tired of trying to keep him happy. He makes me the happiest I’ve ever been, but this is also dangerous because it’s scary knowing one day we may not be together. We’ve done almost evrything except have s**. At one point in his funk he compared our texting convos to our ex’s convos, boring with nothing to say. I laughed it off, but it really hurt. At that point I was about to let all of our love go to waste. No realtionship is perfect, but I feel like it’s wrong for me to just feel like giving up sometimes. Ugh, I don’t know what to do. I’m in love with him, but sometimes I feel like we stay together because we’re afraid that living without each other will be miserable. I have no idea what to do. I’m too young to be feeling like this and worrying about these things. I’ve got my whole life ahead of me, but what if I want him in my future too? I don’t know what to do. I wish I could give myself as good advice as I give others…

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