Kiss me, you freakin’ idiot. Hold me tight. Fall in love with me again, so I can show you the love you really deserve. Kiss my cheek at random moments like you used to. Kiss my neck, and finally give me that hickey I was too embarrassed to tell you I wanted. Hell, you can even accidentally bust my lip while you kiss me again. I’ll gladly wear that kisser home. That old spot light affect be damned. Miss me. Dream about me. Make me what you desire once more.

Let’s spend time together like we used to. Let’s lie down in the park, and enjoy each other’s company again. Let me make you happy. Let me be your one of many firsts. Let me make you laugh. Let’s more than attempt to rekindle our lost flame. Let’s try once more, because maybe second time’s the charm? Let’s cuddle the heck out of each other, dude. Let’s finish that list of movies we said we’d complete together. And how about that bucket list? Our “never ending” bucket list.. let’s complete that, too.

I can make you smile.. Please. Don’t love her romantically.. She doesn’t even want you that way. Please. Before I fall out of love with you, before I find someone new.. please, tell me you love me again, and mean it. Tell me you want me back, and that you’ll never leave me again… please love me.. Please?

If you do, I swear you’ll never think twice about us again. I’ll treat you like a princess, even though I’m the girl in our relationship. We’ll see the world together. Have 4 kids like you wanted, and even grow old together.

I miss you so much, you idiot. As a person, friend, and lover.

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Sigh. Too bad I can’t make you want me.. You’re missing out on a lot, I swear. Sigh, you better find someone who can make you happy. Whether it’s me or someone else, just follow your heart. Follow that spark.

… I’m obviously not taking this as well as you thought I would, am I? Damn.

…. Sorry, not sorry.