I have been really depressed over the past year. My social life has taken a huge dive, and I've neglected everything. My health, my family, my friends.

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I have been really depressed over the past year. My social life has taken a huge dive, and I’ve neglected everything. My health, my family, my friends.

The only person I was in contact with is my girlfriend. She is a beautiful soul who literally helped me to stay alive and not take my own life.

Now that I’m starting to get better, and the clouds are clearing – I can see just how much pain and suffering I’ve caused her. She’s near her wits end. She’s suffered so much because of me.

I want to spoil her rotten. I want to cook for her every day. I want to look her in the eye and make her believe just how beautiful I find her. I want to lick her armpits, s*** her toes, and then when she’s resting after we’ve made love – I’ll go and prepare breakfast for her.

I pray that I’m not too late. I don’t know how I will cope if , through my depression, I’ve hurt her beyond repair.

I feel like a worthless worm for letting someone who genuinely loves me suffer so much. Why was I depressed? Why couldn’t I just do everything she said and made both of us happy?

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I see a few confessions on here complaining about wearing a rubber. If that is all you have to do then you should thank your wife.

I am married just a few months and she makes me wear a rubber plus I have to wear Ohnut Buffer rings. She says she doesn’t like deep penetration and only wants slight penetration. I’m hardly allowed inside her at all. Look up OHNUT on the web and see for yourself what it looks like.

She is very hot, s*** and physically fit and I really want to bang her but she makes sure I can’t get my hard c ock very far in her. She prefers that I lick her to her climax.

Plus she likes to have my balls tight in the sac. For a quick way to pull them tightly together she uses a retaining clip called the TestiGrips ® to hold my balls. The clip tightly holds my balls together in the smallest amount of sac possible. They are usually turned blue when she takes the clip off after I am done pleasing her. Look up TestiGrips ® on the web and you will see what the orange clip looks like.

She got the idea from one of her girlfriends. Several of her friends clip their boyfriends’ balls. After exchanging stories with her friends she decided to do it to too. So now she clips and restrains my balls too.

She and her girlfriends find that one advantage is it slows down the thrusting. Tightly restricted balls are too sensitive to be banging into her and so the thrusts must be better controlled. Some of her girlfriends use a cord to tie up the balls but others use the retaining clip. She uses both.

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