I m a b****..i broke the heart of 3 great guys who loved me for real,just because i couldn’t settle into being in a relstionship .i started a relationship with 3of them at different points of my life but soon lost intetest in them and broke up giving them some stupid reasons like family pressure..i actually made one f them cry badly n he was even going to commit suicide.after this i took a decesion of not getting into any ronantic relations..but i couldnt help myself from falling for this guy.he loves n cares me more than anybodyvelse in the world.but why the hell cant i love him..again i m sfraid that the history is repeating..i started losing intetest..i dont want this to happen..god will not forgive me for this