I am addicted to online dating sites. I have only been off of them entirely for 3 1/2 weeks and I find myself incredibly bored and even angry. I caved and started building up one of my long-term accts. Of course, even with all my pics having been down and no sign ins for five months there are lots of messages from seemingly nice men on there. I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I have posted on there I am only looking for friends but I know well enough I will start something with someone again I will lead on, only to spit in his face when he gets too close. I don’t know what I’m so afraid of but it s****. They say everyone wants to be with me yet I’m forever sad. I don’t know why I don’t just let someone in but it s****. I don’t want to be alone anymore.