I’ve never been a relationship. ever. and I’m 22 years old. I’ve gotten so many opportunities to be in one many times over. But I was too blind to see when a girl had feelings for me. By the time my romantic feelings grow for them, I’m too late either because I took too long and they wanted to be only friends, or they found someone else. Now I’m given another chance. This time I know this girl likes me. And I like her back. It’s very obvious when it’s just us two in private. But somehow, I’m afraid to love. My insecurities arise and I feel that I’m not worthy for her because honestly I worry that I cannot accommodate for her needs (for example, I don’t have a car, I’m not masterful at planning dates, I lack any amazing accomplishments to wow her, etc.) I don’t know, maybe I’m just over-thinking this too much. I just feel so unsure that I can ever maintain a relationship. But here I am, complaining about something that I have never experienced. Lame, right? At least I think so…
