I didnt just have a great girl in my hands, I had a girl that trully loved me. She wanted me to be happy always and more then that she gave me her first kiss. Literally I was her first kiss, and she was mine; and I had to come and screw it all up. I went behind her back and cheated on her, and I cant even say with how many girls cause it was all online with random girls I didnt even know!! I was even doing it while getting to know her!! 8 months, 8 f***ing months cheating!! I broke up with her cause I knew I wasnt doing her any good, but I would lie if I said I didnt cry myself to sleep for many nights after that. Now I have to live the rest of my life with this regret and pain that I know cant be fixed. I eventually told her everything. I didnt just cheat on her, I destroid her heart and made my true love cry and hate the thought of love. Now its 4:15 am and i cant sleep, because i keep thinking about her. Theres nothing that I miss more in my life, then her