I could probably have any guy I want. I’ve been told I could. But I really don’t like the person I become when I’m in a relationship..always worries, posessive, territorial, and boring. I used yo focus on relationships and finding love and needing attraction and attention. Now I feel that people that obsess over those things are lost beings, wandering the earth and never really living. So I’ve decided some time ago to remain alone. I don’t want to die having never lived and experienced this beautiful Earth. I don’t want to die with the American dream. I want to die with the dream of my soul. To be one with the universe and feel wider and awe and inspiration.