I betrayed my one true love over the summer and feel like it'll always be there atanding over me because I cannot tell him he wasn't here I didn't see him

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I betrayed my one true love over the summer and feel like it’ll always be there atanding over me because I cannot tell him he wasn’t here I didn’t see him for 3 months and we didn’t talk for oer a month I thaught he was cheating on me and I thaught he was going to break up with me and I didn’t mean to I made a mistake te worst mistake of my life just thinking I cheated breaks my heart because I spend everyday with him and we talk about marriage moving in together kids the whole ball of wax but him not talking to me leaving me for so long felt like he was trying to get away like he was done with me and when he didn’t talk to me fif a month or so I cracked I just wanted to feel like he was home like he never left bug the whole time all I could do was think of him last smer shouldn’t if happend and I don’t know what to do that will get this offy chest I constantly worry about it all the time and I akwats feel so sick because of it I’m a horrible person I wish god would forgive me and take it away I just want him to know I love him and I never stopped it just felt like he stopped but if god takes this away I sware I will do everything in my power to not disobey or do any horrible things :,,(

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I wish I were never even born. This life is the worst. I hate the way I look. I hate the way I feel. I hate being this gross person that nobody ever considers a human being. Just walk all over me. I don’t care anymore. Why God? Why did you have to make me like this? I just want to be normal. I want to be part of a family. I want my brothers and sisters to care about how I’m doing. We hate each other so much. I cry thinking about how other people love and care for one another. Im nothing to my family. Just a mistake nobody wanted. It’s ok to pretend we aren’t related in school because I’m fat and ugly. It fine, I don’t have feelings or anything. Go ahead and let them bully me. Sibling protection is only for attractive people. Anybody anywhere at any time can just do whatever to me and it won’t mean anything. I wish God had just not made me. Im nothing and I’ll always be nothing. You live it up with your big house and all your cars. Have a great life out there with all your grandkids. Don’t even think about me. Im just a grain of dirt under your boot

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