I feel so lost and sad. Feel like I have no one to speak with about how my life is not going. I am just over 30 yrs old. I have never really accomplished anything. I lack confidence in myself. Since I’ve known myself,, I have always had a hard time attaching myself to a goal. I scate by to finish high scjool with no real goal. Each time my mom, who seem to be a good person, but sees me as a failier, tries to find out from me what I want out of life, i get nervous and silent just trying to think of what I even find interesting. I have a hard listening and understanding what people say to me, et: if Iam to do a task, I always to the wrong and strangest thing. Then I always get everone frustrated and annoyed with me.I feel awkward in most situation, but get along in lighthearted conversations with most people. I ferl slow in my comprehension and never feel like I know what I am doing. I omly had abt two jobs in my life. One for 4 yrs (not even a real job), the other had for only 5 months. Both of which I disappoint the people around me in doing so poorly. I have been tirlessly looking for work and my mom has gets on me every second of the day about me not trying hard enough. And how its been a month thst I am unemployed. She gets on me for walking off my last job. I left because of the distance and some other intolerable reasons. She use to even complain abt the distance to pick me up from work. I dont know how to drive. I am lesrning. So many things happened late for me in life. A lot due to my mom not allowing some things (anotherstory/issue).I am so sad and get terrible headaches. I never know a plan and how to get to accomplish one. I feel like a waste. I feel like I cant learn anything. My mom told me I am 10 yrs behind my life. I dont have anyone to talk to. I am just so empty and hopeless.