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I was a compulsive liar, and I still can’t say the truth about why I made up lies. I don’t lie anymore but I can’t face the ugly truth of who I really was. I cheated on and hurt the one person who truly loved me more than once, and now he’s gone. And I decided to change a year ago because I really love him. A week ago he decided we should break up and now I feel very much alone. I hate this feeling and I wish he could simply understand I am too ashamed of myself to tell him everything but I will never make the same mistakes ever again. I love him. And it hurts every day to see him, live with him yet feel so far from him both emotionally and physically… I love you… So much…

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