It’s really stupid.
I don’t want to tell you because then I’d seem super weird but oh well..
I love you. And every night you always appear in my dreams and it’s crazy because I could be scared out of my wits and you’d still be there. And I can’t stop thinking about you and it really hurts to know that you’d never like me again and I know I shouldn’t like you but I don’t know why I do. Everytime you talk to me my heart beats faster than it did running that lap in less than 2 minutes. Everytime you smile or laugh it makes me smile too. And I want to stop liking you buy every time I try to I’m reminded by something you said to me a long time ago. It really hurts because it’s just a pipe dream of mine. I wish I wasn’t so stubborn back then because if I’d known it ended, I would’ve always been there right next to you because I love to see you smile. So, there