Last night, I was recovering the hard drive of my wife’s computer that she had before we started dating in order to backup her old photos. In her old deleted files, she had four photos of her having s** with an ex-boyfriend who she dated before we met. She has no idea I saw the photos.

We have only been married for 2 years, so the photos were pretty recent. Instead of making me mad or jealous, the photos instantly made me very aroused. When we went to bed later that night, I was too turned on to sleep and couldn’t stop thinking about the photos. After several hours trying to fall asleep, I went into the bathroom to… Release the s***** tension the photos caused.

I wanted to see how it would make me feel, so I pulled up the photos of my wife and her ex and came almost immediately, and then came again less than a minute later. I have NEVER had two back-to-back finishes before. Afterward, the photos still didn’t make me mad nor jealous… They continue to arouse me.

Is something wrong with me? I feel like they should have upset me. Why do I feel arousal from them instead of the “normal” anger responses? I’m confused and don’t understand…