I’m a Christian girl who can stop m***********, watching p***, reading eroticas and having s***** thoughts. I can’t tell anyone this to their face I’m too embarrassed by it. I don’t know how this came to be but I’ve tried praying about it and even stopping but I always relapse. I read a Bible verse yesterday that said “confess to one another” and since I don’t have the courage to tell anyone I’m writing it. I want to get out of it. I don’t want to be trapped by it. I hate myself for it. Its pulling me away from my spiritual life. I can’t stand it anymore. I hate it. I hate it soon much and I want it gone.
