I’m a newly married man that is in love with his wife, but I have a hidden fantasy that after years of never expecting it to happen, has started to see it unfold. My best friend is a gorgeous woman, mother of two, and has been married for 15 years. When she first met her husband, we had been friends and I was quickly, for lack of a better term, “friendzoned” Time went by and my feelings for her waned until I was completely happy being “just” a friend. I met and married my wife along the way and have been happy. Recently, my friend told me that she was leaving her husband, and while we were out as a group, we got separated from the group. We ended up back at our hotel, alone and well on the way to being drunk. She started playfully flirting with me and it progressed. Not into full s**, but some heavy petting and making out. I feel terrible, but at the same time having s** with her has been a fantasy of mine since I first met her. I don’t want to leave my wife, or even have a long affair. But I do want a night of passion with my friend. How do I live with myself either way?