I want to get a** raped, i am a m20

When I was 8 years old there was a couple that lived up on the corner of our block they had a daughter that I used to play with a lot and one day we were outside in the backyard and her mom came out and said you know it’s lunch time and why don’t you bring your friend in with you and we’ll have lunch so we both went inside and we had lunch and her father said when we all go down in the basement so we went off all of us went down in the basement and he had all these cameras and stuff set up and he started taking snapshots of me and her and told us to take off all her clothes and it took snapshots you know close up to me and her being together and and then I’ve heard her mom went shopping and me and him were still downstairs and he started taking you know close-ups of my c*** and and stuff like that and him touching me and sucking on me and I sucked on him and that was the first time he started f****** me. He wasn’t real big or anything he was just really long and kind of skinny his d*** was in the first time he put it inside me it’s kind of hurt the first time and I start getting used to it because he was f****** me a lot after that and he’s making videos and selling them and then and I didn’t know it but my dad had found out about it and some people getting paid too but my mom and my dad would watch from you know other room they had holes in the wall that they could look through when they could watch him and me have s** and that went on for about six seven months and it’s pretty much every day and my parents were getting paid for really well because he was making a lot of money from the videos that he made with me and him. I didn’t know my parents were watching and fell on Sundays my parents couldn’t be there because they had to be at church and do all kinds of stuff at the church and so he started bringing a couple of his friends over and I was doing it with him and a couple of his friends and one guy that’s really good sized man and the other guy was okay and but then big guy he he really he was really let me have it he really spoke me hard and he would come inside me quite a bit and they tied me up completely and raped me so that I got used to it and you always tied me up and they always fight me and the big guy he was always first and he just pound the s*** out of me for 15 20 30 minutes and then his friend he would sit there and f*** me but for hours there was one time I remember it was like 3 hours long he was still pumping me and coming inside of me he always filled me up I couldn’t believe how much he would come and then Randy he would have that was the guy that on the house and he always took last and because of two guys which are even Randy would get on top of me and he start f****** men his d*** was just really long and I could feel it when he was really shoving it inside of me he was going in a pretty deep inside of me and I could feeling shoot is come inside me you always want me to keep it inside me and when I left the house you know and it will just start dripping out of me. I really started enjoying being fucked by Randy cuz he was always telling me he loved me and he was showing me attention of getting all the attention I could get from him and I go over there pretty much every day and my parents would watch all except for Sundays and that’s when the other two guys would come over and the one guy he just always had a big fat c*** and when he’s f****** me he just pound the s*** out of me and you have the guy was nice and everything he just slide inside of me and he just love to go in and out of me deep nice teachers come. To Randy and his wife and his daughter they were going to move so the last week that they were here he fucked me every single day about five times a day just so I can get videos and it have his bike too close ups of him penetrating me and it really did feel good I need especially when he was shooting inside me.. nothing happened to me until I turned 14 and we moved and my grandfather moved in with us and he was kind of senile and I was still kind of curious about you know having a c*** inside me and sucking on c*** and all that kind of stuff so I had to watch my grandfather from 8:00 till noon when my mom got home self one day I was back in his room and I’m sucking on him he didn’t really know what’s going on and I kind of convinced him that I had to take his temperature that way so that went on for quite a few months and we were in his room and I was sucking on him and I guess that I’m swallowing his c** and my dad walked in and he said what the hell is going on here and I stood up and I kind of walked past him and said go to your room stay there and I’ll be there in a minute so I came in my room put on some underwear and I was just sitting in here my dad walks in and he said what do you think you were doing and I told him you know what I was doing he says how long have you been doing that I says ever since you got here and you know it’s been a few months he said well you need to stop doing that and I said okay and so my dad shut the door and locked it and it says take off your underwear so I took up my plan said totally get up in the bed and facing so my dad took over all his clothes and crawled up between my legs and he started sucking on me. Celebration I told my dad I’m about to come so he really started sucking on Me Harder and he made me come in his mouth and he swallowed it and he looked at me and said have you been fucked yet and I said no and he says well it’s about time you did so he raised my legs up and he put his c*** right in my home and then you pushed it over again it hurt and it hurt at first then when he started pounding me just was going after it and he fucked me for the 20 minutes and he came inside of me and said don’t you tell anybody who did this or you’ll be in big trouble and I said I won’t tell everybody. So my dad he started getting off work early and coming home and shut my door s*** me off and f*** me and this happened quite a bit after you know he caught me with my grandfather and he would always come inside of me and shoot his whole load of me and it always look at me tell me that don’t come anybody that we do this I told him I haven’t told anybody and I won’t tell anybody so he started doing it quite often he was coming home early from work and he come in my room and take up all his clothes and s*** on me and f*** me and you could really tell he was really getting into it when he he started kissing me and f****** me and he really I was really enjoying it then cuz he was making love to me. You always made sure that Mom was at work and she was going to be there for a while and that’s when he would come home early and he fucked me he’d only sucked me off first and then f*** me and he was making love to me quite often and we did that for a couple years and nobody ever found out. Then one day he came home early and we ran here and he forgot to lock my door and my mom came home and caught him f****** me and she looked at him and said how long have you been doing this and dad said a couple years now and Mom looked at him and said why didn’t you tell me and he says well it’s time to embarrassed about f****** my own son so she said it’s okay you go right ahead and so Mom knew about it and she would watch sometimes when Dad would f*** me and she really was getting into it watching dad put me full of my foot has come and he would play with Mom while he’s f****** me and I’m really got into that part of it too and they were going to start making videos and selling them but they didn’t. That went on for another couple more years and then my dad got sick and he died and when my dad died and mom took me to the side one day and she told me that dad used to be his father’s little boy when he was coming home and working he would make Dad s*** him off I didn’t know that and then Mom told me that she and dad knew about the guy that was up on the corner when he was f****** me I looked at her a** again you knew and she said yeah we used to watch all the time and I said did you know about the guys on Sunday she doesn’t know and I told her about the guys on Sunday just oh my I said yeah he had two friends of his always come over on Sunday and they would tie me up and f*** me. Your mom told me about her and the lady that lived there she said that they used to go upstairs when I was downstairs getting fucked by him her and that lady would have s** up in their bedroom and Mom said she really got into this lady started really liking what she was doing with her and always have dildos and stuff up there and they would get into it whatever and dad would be downstairs watching him f*** me Mom said that they did that for as long as they were here and that she really enjoyed the lady and her daughter I guess they all three of them used to have s** upstairs but he was downstairs f****** me. That’s when she told me that her and Pauline her sister we’re starting to have s** too that’s why I was taking her back east and so she could be even around her sister and have s** with her too and then Pauline came out here and Mom one day came in my room and told me that her and Pauline both wanted me to f*** him so I did I started f****** my mom and my aunt quite often. My mom and my aunt really started getting into me f****** both of them and I would quite often and that’s how it all ended up then my mom passed away and so did her sister and I haven’t had any really good s** like that in a long time