I still plan to die. They can try to delay me all they want, but I will be dead this year. I’ll still be the one that gets blamed when he hits me, and I’ll still make everyone hate me. I wish I knew what I did to make Jason hate me, but if I made the kindest person in the world hate me then I guess there’s something evil in me that everyone else could see that I never could. I think the reason nobody believes or helps me is because they want me to be hurt. They want to hurt me themselves so they’re glad someone else is doing it. I hate myself and the only person that could convince me to stay won’t talk to me. I might be delayed, but it’s just a delay. I will successfully die this year.