Living with aunt….one morning in the first week she had me play with myself in the shower, making me tell her in detail head to toe what i found desirable about her bare body. It was very intense. Afterward she sat me down for a long talk. She told me that as long as i remembered i could only look and not touch that she felt it was better that she be my focus when allowed to do it. I actually learned fairly quickly to always ask permission and thank her for allowing me to touch myself and for the love and guidance. She started sort of rationing me after the first week, morning shower with her was every day, but during the days she started weaning me off multiple epusodes of it because i would have to be able to make it through classes each day. She also let me do it at bedtime so that i managed to sleep without doing it all night. Her rule was that if i woke up wanting to then i would move from my bed to hers. She would hold me and spoon me and talk to me until i calmed down from the desperate urge.
To be contiued.
One day at lunch after having two accidents in a week, I found always discrete diapers in my art therapists size on the break room counter. She caught me staring at them, so I asked her what they were for. and she said “People who need them.” After lunch we got to group and shr looked incredibly desperate to pee 5 minutes in. She was crossing and uncrossing her legs, shifting in her seat, and her forehead had the telltale sweating. After about twenty minutes, she no longer looked desperate. After group ended, I sniffed her seat and it reeked of piss. Im fairly certain she peed in a diaper in front of me that day.
I’m going to kill my sister, I don’t even care. I’m going to f****** beat her up, grab a knife and gut her then slit my throat right as I set fire to my belongings so no one will be able to do jack s*** about it.
Im literally sooo brittle . I live in a constant state of terror. Im ready to shatter .
My friend has a brain tumor. I hate that he smokes and will die. Hate it.
I myself have a caffeine headache. So I understand.
I really was fine up until today. I hate feeling out of control.
today was hard . I had a manic episode. Rare for me. I think my behavior is erratic . I don’t understand what to do .
I have lost almost 90 pounds. I feel great. But maybe I should see a doctor. I am on a heavy dose of meds . I think I need to adjust to the weight loss .
Too much caffeine gives me panic attacks, then at other times it doesn’t affect me At all
People don’t understand just how tough it is to have mental illness and how serious it is just because a person seems to be able to function normally and is attractive then even more so they judge you for not having your s*** together. It’s called MENTAL ILLNESS. The invisible...
I just discoverd that im bi and i cant get my friend out of my head like she so pretty and everything but she will never know i like her cause shes straight.
So every time I go to my best friend house I get so h**** just for looking at her and I even see her in the shower sometimes ugh she looks so yummy but h don’t know how to get her to do lesbain things with me it’s so hard...
The only people I see as disposable are those who are clearly doing well and on a path, especially with others. I wouldn’t want to disrupt their lives and relationships, so I stay back. But everything I say, I mean, it’s genuine. At the same time it might be a...
For the ‘grandfather who raped me’ post,I thought I was the only one.
I was also a victim of child s***** abuse and it’s wired something in my mind. Im an adult now and I enjoy watching r*** p***. It’s sick but its just how it is. I also...
Oh you gotta go with the fun. The rainbow wig was there to include the LGBTQ+++++ group. You wouldn’t want to leave them out would you? They’d be so offended. Plus they are big supporters of the trans movement.
If you asked me though, the rainbow wig was a major full stop red flag.
I don’t have slightest clue about a dude in a rainbow wig at a football game. Never seen that in my entire life. No idea.
Sounds like a lunatic.
my grandfather molested and raped me routinely as a child, and it made me into a w****. all i can do now is fantasize about being raped and abused by men way way too old for me. even the word i***** makes my p**** twitch. i hate myself so deeply...
My father is Rollen Stewart most of you know him as the guy in a rainbow wig at football games way back when. He became a Christian Extremist and tried to kill my mom. I haven’t seen him since he was arrested, i never gave a s*** to see him...
f*** women’s trauma. that stuff gets me turned on. more trauma for women, the better. f*** feminism.
The medication is kicking in.
Please let the answers come as I sleep.
I’ve lost my VA counselor already.
I think I will lose my medication in 2 months.
There is no way i can survive that.
Money, why is it so important?
i lie to my therapist out of fear of being sent to a mental hospital i am afraid to ask for help to people and i think i suffer from delusions or something more or less severe and i ended my date unexpectedly for simply no reason broke a mans...
I take genuine satisfaction in stalking older men. I’m 17 and femme but something about absolutely obsessing over 25-45 year old men just. Yknow? I think its fun. They don’t even have to be attractive, honestly its better if they’re not. I never really plan anything but I just enjoy...
Everybody tests positive for Covid. It’s a money maker. Test strips and kits are defective and come from China. It’s easily cured with Ivermectin. Vitamins C, D, Zinc and a good general vitamin are helpful. But thanks for posting again TROLL!
My dad tested positive for covid . very worried . im sooo stressed right now.
China and the CHINESE send their LOVE to you! LOL!
They also send their LOVE to their undercover agent NANCY PELOSI for providing the opportunity to surround Taiwan with their warships.
CHINESE UGLY INCEL AUTISTIC RETARD DERANGED DELUSIONAL DETACHED P*** SCHIZO RETARD (LIKE ACCORDING TO CENSUS ALL INCELS) NEEDS TO STOP BEING JEALOUS OF MY BOYHOLE FULL OF JISM AND HE WILL BE CHOKED TO DEATH BY THE POURING OF HOLY JISM IN HIS THROAT AND A MASSIVE GUY GOOSH GOOSHING...
Lots of girls would like that 9″ p****. Not too many of them out there.
Your constant denial of me drives me further away each day, how am I supposed to feel loved?
Im a 27 year old guy with a 9″ p**** that im addicted to sucking on myself. Not just the head, im talking full blown c*** sucking and c** swallowing. Looking for men to chat with about it 🙂 740-367-1446
statistically more whiteys end up killing their wives. sometimes the whole fam.
Not 1 like did I drop 4 much/long awaited house rental 4 her Insta pix
White men are the biggest cry babies. They can barely act right given a challenge. Let’s say you’re wife cheats on you. Instead of catching her bringing it to court with evidence, you’d rather stalk or damage that girl/women who hurt you because you wear you’re hearts on you’re sleeves....
You still referred to Trans as a woman. So in so aspect you view them as a woman.
Being ‘gay’ IS a mental illness. Likely on the increase from BPA plastic liners in cans and bottle caps.
BOW DOWN TO B********* YOU WHITE B****** MEN AND WOMEN ALL TASTE THE BLACK SEED OF REPARATIONS
I have 2 other personalities and my family didn’t know about it. Actually this is not the real me i am one of the personalities i am the matured one because i am the oldest among them, the other one is a headache, he is a jerk! He always going...
My husband has autism and has a very low libido. I have never felt passionately connected to him despite loving him. He knows that he can’t make me happy and so when other men become attracted to me or fall in love with me, it’s like he almost encourages it....
being gay should be labeled as a mental illness
F*** anyone who uses you, abuses you, manipulates you, takes advantage of you, makes you feel less than you are, makes you depressed, gives you anxiety attacks, doesn’t understand you, doesn’t understand your boundaries or goals. If they stand in your way, remove them from your life so they can’t...
KILL ALL WHITES
