To live with the memory of that mans face inside my mind , would be hell. I honestly think I would not survive .

I dont want to remember. I thank God I dont know .

Sounds crazy , but Im thankful I dont have to live with the memory of that man that raped me.

No memory . just erased .

They used to take a razor to me. I woke up bloody and in pain. My vaginal area would bleed . no reason. I woke up with it bleeding . I have no idea who hurt me.

Its been remote and virtual abuse. I just want to go. Im tired of it.

I didn’t know about the staple in my foot till I had an x-ray . They found it then. I had no idea .

My toes bled . my feet bled. Someone was obsessed about torture . and the mind games .

They ripped nails off my feet. While I was awake.

When I blacked out someone forcibly placed a staple buried in my foot . I had to have surgery to remove it.

I was almost murdered in 2005. I had an NDE. I almost didn’t survive . I was in a coma for 3 days .

Mind games . I lived it. Torture . You name it , I lived it.

My father was military. He collaborated with CIA he was a cop from ny. etc. I don’t know the full scope, but Im willing to bet the bank somehow.. Someone found out about my dad . They hated cops . They hated me. Because Im a cops daughter . They...

There are times I feel like Im dying . that when I die it’s gonna be because of the abuse and Im a witness. Most people in power never let witnesses walk free or alive . They kill em.

They forced me. To chain smoke. 4 packs a day. I had cancer. I beat that cigarette addiction , then I beat cancer .

I think someone chipped me when I was a child . I think I was raped. Contro! Experiments and black ops have been around since wwII.

I really think someone targeted me.

Its really sad. To see the amount of betrayal that happens. The lack of guilt or conscience . its just sad.

I dunno . I guess Im a different girl .

I might love aviation. I just do not like the pilots. Because many cheat .

My brother used to be a pilot. He had women lined up when he was in flight school . college was party Central for him. He was a pig.

Yes you probably are correct . most cheaters are guys . no arguments there .

more men cheat on women than the other way round. facts. just because you alone *feel* you know more women who cheated does not mean more women have cheated.

if you can’t talk like a decent human being, you don’t get treated like a human being.

I have seen and known more women that cheated on their husbands. Breaking vows, than men cheating on their wives. But then again , I’ve known guys to cheat on their wives. Mainly work related infidelity.

Ive been around cheaters . my brother and sister are case in point. So I watched them . I vowed id never be like them . I m not. I never betrayed a man . never . guess I m weird. Btw both are divorced.

My attitude is also , if a man will cheat ? That guy is not truthfully not worth it. Its just not .

I sadly rarely get jealous of other women. I just don’t. Mainly because Im secure in myself . I guess I grew up . stopped being a child .

😇 Im almost an angel. Lol .

I ain’t old. Im a s*** chick

I stopped taking my medication two months ago because even the basic act of getting it is too overwhelming and expensive. I thought that it wasn’t helping.

It absolutely was helping, but i cannot bring myself to deal with the herculean effort it took to get on it in...

I’m not made for life, it’s just starting and I can’t do it. It’s literally just highschool but f***. I got no warning to how difficult this would be. I here everyone say this for attention and s*** but none of u know who i am so idgaf.

I’m gonna...

If you are truly insecure . research the major errogenous zones on a woman’s body. Think about kissing her . after she starts to truly love you.
The awkwardness fades.

I’m a big Star trek fan, and I was born on April 6 1984, making me 38. There’s a special date in the Star Trek fanbase, April 5, 2063.

I’ve always felt that I wanted to live to this date because I just want to know how the world is...

Your s**** Im sure would work just fine. Im sure you are quite capable of impregnating a very fertile woman .

Intimacy is more of the mind and heart . your p**** is not the way to build true intimacy . secret sharing , pillow talk (cuddling) Not s** . that would come later .

If you truly care about someone , woo them . romance them . but first ? Be a friend . but let your desire for her be known to her. But learn to care about pleasing them .

You do not need a 10 inch p**** to please a woman . all you need is confidence.

When a woman falls in love with you. Oral s** is just as special as i**********. Your attitude will make or break your relationship. Wait for love . its worth it.

The fact you care sooo deeply about pleasing your partner places you ahead of the pack. Your p**** is only half the battle. Your attitude and desire will win you the war. Im dead serious .

100% of love isnt all about s**. If you Are so insecure? Just get toys for your partner. She won’t complain. Seriously!

Learn to play roll play games. You aren’t a monkey. You are awesome and amazing.

Tomorrow as a matter of fact, I have a job interview. Doing a new dream job. It might not have been my fist choice of career . but its truthfully the blessing I didnt know I was destined for