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I’m a big Star trek fan, and I was born on April 6 1984, making me 38. There’s a special date in the Star Trek fanbase, April 5, 2063.

I’ve always felt that I wanted to live to this date because I just want to know how the world is doing on that date.

I have a long laundry list of mental/emotional and physical health problems. I can’t work, and I’m unable to get on disability. I still live at home. I desperately want to do something with my life, but I just can’t. I’m feeling more and more that I just want to be dead, and that I most likely will not live to 2063 anyways, because my health is so poor. I feel like I have nothing to live for, because my chronic fatigue is so bad all I can do is exist.

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