When i was posting in 2007 i was knowingly but not deliberately writing like a fictional diary of a 8 yrs old girl written in spring 2001, when I read it.
Maybe I unknowingly I was also charmed by the movie Pirates of the Caribbean: Dead man’s Chest (2006)...

Its not abnormal to want closure from someone. Unrealistic maybe but not abnormal. Particularly when significant investment was made and the other person pretended to care for an extended period of time….because it was beneficial to them of course. The con was taken too far. Sorry no sympathy here. Take...

lily- what are u doing omg noo girl u have to stop texting her and get sober. trust me

lily- then that’s good u have someone to talk to that’s sweet

Lily-no no i know it’s not like that she j sweet

lily- that’s good girl whatever helps u just try not to use someone to get over your ex because it could take a turn

Lily- I ammm, I actually have this girl in college textinf me and she’s helping me get my mind off it. But like I’m being fr this time, I’m not j sayinf this to figure out if ur my ex or not. The girl is rlly sweet and she seems...

lily- oh ok girl i hope ur feeling ok today

Lily- no I meant to type “Bc”.

lily- whatt she has a bf?

Lily- well she stopped contacting me and I’m not going to text her bf I’m fine on my own so maybe next time she tries to text me I’ll reply but right now nothing Is happening so I’m good

Who is nobody?

Exactly….

I can name a few. Hahaha!

I thought I was a good guy until I took a look at myself in the mirror. I saw somebody who would do whatever it takes to achieve his dream. I saw a demon.

lily- sisss if im being honest with u i just think u created this image in ur head. youre so convinced about it your getting mad at it and about the future with her but girl she’s tried to text u and said she was waiting so u have to...

Lily- It doesn’t feel like she’s my girl anymore. Not after I found out she cheated. I especially don’t feel like she is right now Bc she is texting others for sure. I don’t have the obligation to go “get my girl”. If she wants to talk to others then...

lily- hey lily sorry it takes a while to respond to u. but dude if that is ur girl get ur girl. there’s a whole lot to go through anyway. u can take time and meet back with her. u can let things take its course. u can let her...

Lily- even if I unblock the number she prolly wasn’t texting it. And I won’t receive any of the texts she sent. And I’m not going to text her bc I’m 100% convinced theres someone else in her life now. Not only am I scared for it to hurt me...

lily- honestly maybe u should contact her. see how u truly feel and tell her good or bad. why wouldn’t she just text ur number that doesn’t make sense. unless u blocked it she’s probably texted that a lot. i dont think u want her to have given up love):...

Lily- I’m drinking, I’ll be safe and won’t text her or anything and no. She hasn’t contacted me since yesterday. She texted me on this game we used to play for me to “play her back”. That’s all. I left it on read rho and I deleted the app from...

lily- im glad it isn’t hurting too bad anymore. do whatever is feeling right but be careful because you miss her sometimes and sometimes you want to hate her. you can take this opportunity to text her or text others but it may hurt more and make you think. i’ve...

Lily- nah i won’t text or call her. She posted on her cousins story today on snap and I saw it and I got hurt. I went back today and tried to mute her cousins story and accidentally opened the story again but it didn’t hurt anymore after that. I’m...

How desperate is the person offering something for time from the other person?

What the hell is the matter with you? Are you seriously that pathetic? If you need to pay someone to be your friend, you are literally begging to pay for their time, dont you ever stop to...

lily- girll definitely don’t drink it could make your emotions so much worse and you could end up texting or calling her or something. it’s not my position at all but whatever happens when your drunk is what you want to happen when you’re sober so be careful girl.

Lily- No idea tbh. I’m debating if I should drink tonight. I never drank before tho so I dont know how it’s gonna turn out but I bought some fireball. Maybe that’ll help 🧍🏽‍♀️

lily- that’s good to find distractions. do u think it’s gonna be a hard night? im doing ok

Lily-Yes I’m doing fine, I was abt to crash again but I went on the Xbox and played music and I feel better. Wbu love

Wondering if you want to be the vampire, the victim, or both?

I figured out my kinks and wrote them all down. What are you guys into?

Me:
DDLG
Hair
Praise
B******
Vampire RP
Spanking
Blindfold

Upon looking at a list of kinks, there was som freaky things, like dangerous and scary. There was kink...

What I have realized is that the past year of mine was so depressing and I depended so much on others for no reason. But this one person seemed to understand me and we would have great conversations. Long story short I fell for this boy and hoped he would...

lily- hi girl just checking in if ur feeling upset!! im also bored so i thought i would come on here haha

You might notice I didn’t refer to her as “my baby mama”?

That’s because I’m white and so is she b****.. ..

Alrighty then,ladies and gents may I have your attention please? NUKE CHINA. DEPORT ALL THE CHINESE MENTAL FELONS BACK TO CHINA. NUKE CHINA THEN. NUKE CHINA. DEPORT ALL THE CHINESE MENTAL FELONS BACK TO CHINA. NUKE CHINA THEN. NUKE CHINA. DEPORT ALL THE CHINESE MENTAL FELONS BACK TO CHINA. NUKE...

Lily- thank u!

lily- im glad ur feeling better! if u feel sad again maybe tonight come back and vent.

Lily- I made tik toks and I feel less upset now LMFAO so I think I’ll j do that whenever I get sad abt sht but thank u

I want to trust someone, even at least one person to share everything without doubting them. But for some reason, I can’t bring myself to do it.

lily- girl u can always talk about ur feelings and whatever ur thinking. things take time a lot of things will be temporary with what you’re feeling. feelings will change and thoughts will change and either u will get better or want her back. this is supposed to be hard...

Nobody owes you anything

Please come back soon. I’m m*********** 2-3 times a day. Our agreement was FWB and that’s what I want. Finish what you started.

Lily- she a cheater and a liar and u right. I don’t want to and yesterday night and this morning I j had a fit. I don’t mean to talk abt it and I didn’t mean to come on here I j couldn’t take it but honestly it’s whatever right...