lily- sisss if im being honest with u i just think u created this image in ur head. youre so convinced about it your getting mad at it and about the future with her but girl she’s tried to text u and said she was waiting so u have to try to stop that. she lost her person lily u have to know she has feelings too and im sure she’s hurting. you have to stop thinking the absolute worst and to move on and all of these things because you’re doing it to yourself. you’re only hurting yourself with this and creating these things but then u get angry at it when it may not be true in the slightest and she’s doing the total opposite. girl u have to change ur mindset it’s not going to help not even with moving on