How desperate is the person offering something for time from the other person?
What the hell is the matter with you? Are you seriously that pathetic? If you need to pay someone to be your friend, you are literally begging to pay for their time, dont you ever stop to think maybe you want something real? Would you really want to be around anyone you have feelings for knowing full well that its nothing to them, they only showed up because you offered them something? You actually actually had to pay for it. You are not better than that?
Im not loaded but if I had money, no one would know it, because I still want preople who are real. I wouldnt flash it, and I would drop anyone who I knew wasnt in it for friendship and the respect that comes with it, REAL friendship. F*** I drop people who are not loyal to me and dont give second chances with certain things to do with loyalty. Its probably because if the tables were turned, in any situation if I wouldnt do it to them and they do it to me, I can never trust that person again. Its automatic proof that they are not your friend. Their first instinct, their knee jerk reaction was to be disloyal. Shits a gamble on their part, its ME. So if you bet me, my friendship, my loyalty and my trust, and you do it deceptively, in other words YOU KNOW very well what youre doing whats going on and what it means, and its behind my back, well youre gambling and you might just get away with it and then they win, but if it turns into my favor and I find out, I need to do the right thing and not let them win. You cant be given a win like that with a a gamble like that when you already have the odds and know what your doing? Not when it comes to something as special as my trust and respect, people should know better. Its me. So you gamble that s***, and I get it, thats it. You couldve won, but you actually lost, thats the way it goes. Say we havent seen each other in 10 or 15 years, Im already difficult but not really angry or with hard feelings, just living on my own, trying to get a grip on my own its been 15 years already, the worst thing you can do then if you consider me a friend is f*** me around in some way especially severely. Ill drop that s*** and not ever look back on it. I would like to think people who really know me, know that too. Theres certain things you just cant do with me and get away with it if it gets back to me. If you prove to me you dont respect me or that your a friend, I will believe you.
Paying someone to be around…. thats not real. Its kind of pathetic. It means you have a sucky personality and you know it instead of realizing his person doesnt want to be around you, letting it go, and moving on maybe being alone because thats a better choice or possibly finding something more right for you that you dont need to pay to be around? I wouldnt be able to accept that. It would feel s*****. You might as well sit with nothing but its more a situation where I dont want to be with anyone who doesnt want to be around me, for me. Its just too fake, Ive known better, REAL s*** and I like myself enough that just isnt acceptable. F*** that s***, you dont want it, its your loss, and you will see it that way one day if you dont know it now.