Probably not my fault but I feel disgusting and f****** hate myself every single day for it. I was sa’d when I was, younger several times in my old school mostly by the boys the teachers would seat me with the teachers would refuse to let me switch seats and I hate myself so much, I haven’t told anyone usually letting it be a passing dark humor joke whenever I bring it up but it feels awful to not actually ever be able to adress the problem because no one would believe me also by a 21yr old guy I met one time(that one lasted months) and I genuinely flinch when ever I see his name anywhere, I still hate myself for letting it happen and feel like such a w**** sometimes
I was talking to a lady online from Texas, I had her and her daughter come up in Texas to stay with me. I talked her mother into letting me tie her up. Then I told her i’m gonna bring your daughter in and you better tell her to do everything I tell her to do and I will get really rough with her and do it anyways.. So I went and got her a told her to come in my bedroom. I have her mother naked t****** and this is were i told her to undress. I got her on the side of the bed opened up her legs and started f******** her . I started going down on her and then I put my c*** right up to her c*** and I pushed my way all the way inside her. I stopped and I kept my c*** as deep inside her I could go. I looked straight into her eyes and you could tell she liked it. Then I slowly come almost out of her and back in all the way. Her eyes got really wide open and did it again and again so I had a steady pressure inside of her. I could feel her c****** all over my c***. I stopped and pull out of her and we went into the bathroom and cleaned up then we came back into the bedroom and started slowly making love to her daughter. I pull out and came all over her and then I put it back in and did it 5 times that way. She was loving it. She loved how I was doing it to her. Her mother kept asking if she was good. I told her she is the best.
I’m not a bad kid. My mom has always hated me, my dad once loved me but makes me feel unloved now. I’m a good kid, they’ve never had to worry of me going out, not going to college, getting pregnant. They hate me though, and everyday I fight the urge to just cut the s*** out of myself.
I have been single since 2012, and I just feel deeply in my heart that I will be single for the rest of my life. Maybe because it’ll require an entire lifetime for me to learn how to love myself…. and when I finally start loving myself I’ll either be too late or just too content that I won’t give it up.
my girlfriend is always hot and cold and i feel like an annoyance to her. in the early days of our relationship she confessed to my roommate that she kissed someone else and liked that person too. my roommate said she was smiling when she said it. after confronting her...
The fact that I know that I will be alone forever It feels like no one will ever love me romantically I’ve tried putting myself out there just to be rejected every time Im tired of asking the same questions just to be lead on to my...
this year has been unbelievably. I cant even pinpoint why exactly. I think its alot of things, some im not even ready to admit to myself. I hope this final upcoming month is good because most of 2022 has not been.
I used to be pretty s******* confident because I was very comfortable taking medium-medium/large objects anally. But a few months ago I went too big and injured myself and it hasn’t fully healed. It has had a much bigger effect on my confidence than I expected. I don’t know what...
im funding someone who doesnt give two shits about me. what the f*** is wrong with me?
I’m sorry 😔 I am trying. If love had a off switch I would have turned it off a long time ago. Loving you sends me to bed crying most nights. Loving you means that I pour my heart into someone who makes me feel so very unwanted. Loving...
Some filthy Ethiopian migrant got caught s******* assaulting a dog in my town. It’s f****** sick! ☹
I have been deep everlasting depression since middle school and most of what I think about is wanting to die and seeing my brains splatter. I try my best to “act human” but nothing motivates me or makes me happy after. I have no intrists and feel like a usefull...
I tried to save you. But wouldn’t give up your slutty ways. You fucked everybody and then you fucked me. And then you did it again. You have fucked me for the last time. I mean that, no more fucks. Okay maybe just one more time.
F*** my aching t***
Reality felt like a routine; time would fly by and days would go by much quicker than I thought they’d always go. It’s always the same. Receiving a week off from school felt great, especially when I had someone to spend it with. Day after day, and night after night...
I’m a gay man and men are trash. Like it’s so hard to date as a gay man nowdays. The fact that I have to use an app to find someone is ridiculous.
I’ve lost feeling in my right fingertips and me left toes and lower foot. I’ve previously had neuropathy that prohibited me from walking for over 6 months of in-patient re-hab but every not medical says its no big deal to work through it. I’m scared I’m going to end up...
I wished I could not commit suicide but staying alive is much more horrifying and I suffered more than my capacity. I deserve to be pain-free for good. But it’s still both unfair and horrifying. And of course so alone.
I don’t understand I’m the youngest the only girl the gender stereotypes are already there I’m meant to cook clean get a husband have children I do all the cleaning, whenever I have any achievement it’s expected I have to live up to my older brothers expectations I’m a...
I hate myself. I hate the way I look and the way i think about myself. I hate my family members and how judgmental they are. They made me insecure about my weight at 9 yrs old and since then I have struggled with body issues. I wish I was...
Im so tired. someone I loved just died and school is overwhelming. I really need a break from life but time won’t slow down for me. Dying is the best option but I can’t do that.
Couldn’t tell you before
i’m at this stage in high school where i have friends but no one really close you know? i talk with a lot of people in different classes but whenever lunch comes around, i don’t really have anyone to sit with so i always sit alone and all i want...
I’m honestly waiting for the right man in my life. But you know what? I’m not so sure anymore. I don’t wanna feel this way but I genuinely don’t have alot of hope for relationships anymore. Now I just have to survive, with a man or not in my life....
Gary Struzer 514 991 7059 5040 Claudel, Chomedey Laval, QC H7W 4T5 Scams people out of money thru deposits for renovations plus he’s a racist who hates Muslims and blacks and gay people
One of my roommates is really annoying. He was like “Oh, I have to shut the door everytime you come back home.” Even though we live with 8 other people, and said door isn’t in his room. Like why do you care? Also, kinda rude to suggest that it’s always...
my regets are becoming overwhelming. I fucked up last Wednesday and I cant get over it.
Is it a bad thing that I want to get myself terribly hurt or as close to death as possible just to see if people would care? Obviously people would care, but just how much they would? I feel like hearing how much people want me to stay alive would...
I’m lazy as f***, It’s been month that I’m trying to get rid of it, but I just don’t know, I don’t know what I wanna do, I don’t know how to figure out what I’m gonna do and can’t just do anything, literally as I’m writing this I should...
I lied about being at my parents when I was hospitalized. I never told him the full truth .
I never told him I was hospitalized. I hid it . I just told him I was on vacation. That’s the reason I couldnt be reached for a couple days .
3 amputations aka stumps are repulsive. Im secretly terrified to tell him. Much less show him. I cant . I just cant.
I honestly dont want him to know or see it. I am sooo embarrassed. I love him. But I’m ashamed. I dont like talking about it. 3 amputations are ugly .
Im secretly scared to tell my bf. I don’t want him to leave if he found out about the 3’amputationa . I lie to him. He has no idea Im ill. Diabetes is destroying me.
Im too tall. I used to hate it. After 3 amputations I now fear losing my legs or feet . scared of being in a wheelchair.
Im too fat. I know . I hate it. My bf doesn’t want me. I guess that’s the reason .
The man I kinda care and love, doesn’t want me. My hugs or kisses. I just wanted him to chase me. Find me desirable. I m not that attractive anymore. Im now older.
i want to f****** kill myself
I wish someone loved me.
Everyone in my life s****. Ive surrounded with myself with all the wrong people. Uts been a waste. i cant escape.
I’m in the middle of a panic attack triggered by a profound sense of loneliness and self hatred. I just wish someone would just let me myself instead of trying fill me up with more anxiety and stress. All I want is for people in my life to just listen...
I’m so anxious it’s starting to feel like actual pain
My family all hate me, I always feel like an outcast. When I reported it, it was overlooked. I get threatened here sometimes even hit and it makes me feel so emotionally damaged that at this point I feel like s***. I feel like I don’t belong here, not on...
you said u will always be with me God. are u with me tonight?while i am submerge with loneliness, pain, fear, overthinking, and loathing of myself? why have you made me alone and lonely. i cant even talk to anyone right now. cause i know they wouldnt ever understand. and...