Probably not my fault but I feel disgusting and f****** hate myself every single day for it. I was sa’d when I was, younger several times in my old school mostly by the boys the teachers would seat me with the teachers would refuse to let me switch seats and I hate myself so much, I haven’t told anyone usually letting it be a passing dark humor joke whenever I bring it up but it feels awful to not actually ever be able to adress the problem because no one would believe me also by a 21yr old guy I met one time(that one lasted months) and I genuinely flinch when ever I see his name anywhere, I still hate myself for letting it happen and feel like such a w**** sometimes
