I hate the life I’m living and the only reason I haven’t ended it yet is because I’m scared of pain.
When I was like 4 years old or something, my mom was preparing my lunch for school! So then I saw my granny and my sis in the balcony doing something idk, so I genuinely thought it was a great idea to f****** lock the balcony door, then my mom held my hand and took me to school, then my granny and my sis was locked in the balcony the temperature outside was 45 degrees which was hot as f***, and they stayed out there until my mom picked me up from school
I conceived a baby with my step dad the night of my 18th birthday while my mom slept upstairs in their bed. He waited till she went to bed to offer me my first drink ever, I was several shots in and we were sitting on the couch talking about what I wanted for my life. I spoke without thinking and told him “I want to be bred and become a mom as soon as possible” I even admitted to taking hormonal medicine that was supposed to make me even more fertile. He didn’t hesitate to offer his services. We were naked and he was balls deep inside me before we could think it through and change our minds. He stayed buried deep inside me all night long. 9mo later I gave birth to our babygirl and I get so much joy when I see my mom playing with her granddaughter not knowing her husband is her daddy. We have talked about doing it again soon.
So a-lot of people already know this, especially from our school in Cor Jesus, Digos city,.This person Ashlyn Faith Mangaway Rosillo, named as kanonpyon on facebook, from the Philippines, Digos City. She uses people, is plastic, and doesn’t treat other people well behind the scenes. It was so unfair that miichan or d, was kicked out for all the allegations, such as financial stuff, dating, etc, but this person was also meddling with men in secret but was not kicked out. I think their establishment has unfair treatment which shows what their true values are. Additionally, shes the only member that has been there almost her entire life, to which she cries about to men. She’s being trained to become a ‘leader’ because thea and cherry, who’s already in their 30s by the way and doesn’t want to work; are going to leave when new members are there to replace them. How can she be a leader when she cannot abide by their own rules and policies? Hypocrites.
HER DAD KISSES HER ON THE LIPS AND ASKS WHY DO YOUR LIPS TASTE LIKE YOUR LITTLE SISTERS C***
SOPHIE CHRISTINE KOSCHLIG SC: YUUKINE
SEND SNAPS OF YOUR PETS, SHE LOVES DOGS (A BIT TOO MUCH)
Install WhatsApp then you f****** n*****
5 more years? Try 50 more years… f****** s**** to be working class
Wishing everyone had the guts to kill myself.
stop f***** around and stop getting abortions
modern women are worse than children
HAHAHAHA THE CRAZY BROAD IS ALSO A FUCKEN N***** YOU CANT MAKE THIS S*** UP
hysterical f***** woman
what’s my NAME you f***** roastie b****
the guy i’m in love with thought i was a lesbian…
Tell me it’s real. I need to know. It hurts. It hurts so f****** bad. I f****** don’t know what to do anymore and Im starting to think I’m being delusional. I don’t know what to believe anymore. I reached out. In the past and recently last month and now...
i can’t do anything right. and i just feel closer and closer to offing myself everyday. i used to make art to help me feel better but now i can’t even get past a couple scribbles and giving up. nothing i used to like is enjoyable and everyday i ache...
i miss being truly happy
You promised me “Friends Forever” but what did you do? You only run to me when it’s convenient for you. You hurt me so much.
My daughter just got expelled bc she posted a violent video she made about another student who broke her heart and she was considered a threat at school.
My Daddy and Uncle’s all had special fingers that had magic milk inside them. I miss the special games we would all play. 😔
I want to delete my social media accounts. I don’t even really use them and I’ve added so many people that I don’t want in my life. I would say that less than 15 people on my friend list I want to keep in my life. I’m worried about getting...
Ever feel alone among “friends”
-Hugs-
I wish I could just tear my skin off so I wouldn’t have to wear it I wanted to rip myself open and pull my guts and heart out Anything to give myself what I deserve
Middle school me wasn’t just a monster. I was a scared kid going through some awful s*** mentally. So much was changing at once in my life, I was being bullied, and I had some health problems too. I hated myself and I hated everyone. I only let a few...
my girlfriend confessed to the fact that she self harms a lot and i havent felt this much agony in a long time. i couldny convince her to stop doing it. i cant take off school tomorrow to try and heal my mind and i dont know what to do....
I understand suicide. I know why u ended your life last week. It breaks my heart but I do realize the reasoning. This world is horrible and life can be pretty awful. unbearable.
When I was 9yo my father cheated on me with the younger girl next door. I’ve never forgiven him.
i hate being taken for granted especially by someone I really like.
I MISS MY CRYSTALL….. THE ONLY PERSON IN THE PLANET THAT EVER LISTENED TO ME. I DONT KNOW IF I CAN MAKE IT ANYMORE. MY LIFE IS IN RUIN. SO MANY THINGS ARE GETTING READY TO HIT THE F****** FAN. I’LL DO MY BEST. I WILL REMEMBER WHAT YOU TOLD...
I dont even know you. I never did. I need to give up trying.
I wonder how my life would be if I was not SAed . I was a little girl I didn’t know who I was … so could I have been different…?
Tonight was the worst night I’ve had with you this year.
I have to take a different approach…this isn’t working anymore with you
When I was a child I was philosophically abused. My parents never talked about the meaning of life or any of the big issues of philosophy. We were not encouraged to seek out the answers for ourselves. My parents were like just shut up and don’t think too much.
i dont know whats next for you and me. we have not reached our full potential not even close yet i feel our “relationship” is petering out and stalled. Its so heartbreaking.
please talk to me tonight. I need and want you. Just give me a smile. Itll be a lifeline for me. Im dying insdie and so deeply deeply lonely lately.
Today he told me I’m not doing enough. This is the first time in a while something made me sob like a little boy. I’m tired. Tired of his bpd, tired of him reminding me that I am never enough and that it will never change. Tired of him calling...
you are my brother but also my r*****, you live in the same house with. Because of you i cant live in peace but i cant show that, it’ll be a shame and i’ll get the blow if this all comes out. I hate it everytime when my parents...
Find Me, Tik
From here I saw you lying to your former owner again and again From here I saw you kiss him so happily I hope he enjoyed your dinner I was already on the grass the whole time next to your darkness I just...
27 club… I’ve always thought it might be cool to die at that age. And it’s soon upon me… hmm we will see. 🤘🏻
Every day my inner voice says “hey, you could go jump off a bridge or run away so they never find you!” But I procrastinate, “no I gotta do this today…” And every single waking moment I just want a hug, not literally ew but I am just...
I wish I strangled you one more time
Wish I had the guts to swallow a bottle of sleeping pills.
