Every day I feel his aggression. It escalates. The bruises increase. Physically mentally emotionally. But..he won’t let me leave. I can’t leave. Literally can’t leave. And so people will take this not seriously and I will die here.

bestgore d** com has pretty much desensitized me to watching the worst possible things you could imagine. Idk if that’s a good thing, but its confirmed that we humans are just a fleshy virus.

I let Mike the Barber in Wilton Manors f*** me bare, he came in me numerous times. He gave me HIV and never told me he was infected. I’ve been living with it for a decade now, thank all the biologists and scientists for PrEP and f*** Mike.

I’ve accepted...

nobody in my school likes me, so i go online to find a girlfriend, and i m********* to pictures of her, and i think some farts smell good

I was best friends with a girl from 3 to 13. We did everything together, dressing up, playing with Barbies, swimming, watching movies, snowball fights, etc. We were like Ying & Yang, Lucy and Ethel, she was literally my soul sister, and I thought nothing would ever change that. She...

hello I am desperate to tell what I have been experiencing hopefully some one will read any and understand . I slept with an old buddy and my life has never been right since then. he started stalking me and making creepy anonymous phone calls. I feel that I have...

I miss jim just his voice. I got to forget it. It was all just one big lie

When I was 15, We moved into a new city, worth noting that I was my parents’ only child. At school, I was sorta shy, didn’t have many friends, low self-esteem, you name it. However, I didn’t let it affect me as I was a really good & clever student...

I’m really really at the end of my emotional rope. I’m working at a job I hate and have constant fear of being fired. I’ve been fired from this company before. About 5 years ago my dad was diagnosed with stage 4 brain cancer. He lasted 9 months before he...

I’m infatuated with my neighbour. He’s around my age, But this guy… with obvious common sense and enough behaviour observation, I can say that he doesn’t have romantic feelings for me… He doesn’t make the effort to meet me, to talk to me, to get to know me. I’ve destroyed...

So I still miss my first love, and i’m being verbally abused by my new boyfriend of several months. Shouting and swearing at me and calling me names and telling me that I’m all these horrible things. Someone, please help me.

A person I knew from school tried to hang herself yesterday. She was declared braindead. If she’s not responsive by tomorrow they’re going to take her off life support. I didn’t know her that well but we live in a very tightknit neighborhood and it still hurts a lot. She’s...

i just looked up ways to kill myself. im only 16 buti want to die.

I just ended a relationship of 4 years. I do not think he will change any of his ways and I don’t think I can support him any longer. I am sad but I know in the long run, I might say goodbye too. Truth is, it hurts, however, if...

I attempted suicide on Tuesday. Life feels so weird, I’ve gone back to living and no one seems to realise. I haven’t told anyone because I think no one would care enough. I know this might seem so selfish of me. I don’t know what I want to hear, and...

i get majorly verbally bullied, it lowkey hurts. i’d rather get physically bullied cuz i f****** like pain. one day i hope they f****** hit me. little pricks.

Today I Cried: 2 (3.11.19) Not a major reason like last time, but I felt unloved.

I am a bad person.. I dont know why I did what I did.. I missed being held by someone.. I missed someone holding me to tell me they adore me.. I missed some support in my life and although I love someone who lived far from me.. (I love...

Is the old one leaving

I’m in a cult that worships mass murderers terrorists and serial killers as gods and I want out but if I tell anyone they’ll kill me.

my girlfriend just broke up with me even though she truly knows how i feel about her but i cant figure out why i guess i’m just back to emotionless i dont feel anything except anger and pain especially after she helped me get them but she has just taken...

I wouldn’t typically ask a question on here but in need help.

So I really like this guy but he is shorter than me and I’m already super insecure about my height even though I’m not that tall like 5’7ish and I tried to date a shorter guy on the...

I want to be beautiful… I wanna be beautiful like Megan Fox, I wanna be beautiful like her. I want the beauty, I wanna just look into the mirror and say, “wow i look hot” but i can’t. I look in the mirror and I don’t see who I wanna...

This is now the 2nd time a guy i like has chosen one of my friends over me, even though i knew him first. I guess im just not good enough.

Today I was cleaning my room with my mother, she was very mad at me for letting my room become a mess and for letting all the garbage accumulate there, while she was yelling at me for being slow and for all the s*** I did and blah blah blah...

I’m suicidal. Everyday it’s a constant mental battle between staying alive or just ending it. I feel like I have no purpose in life and that I’ll die alone. But I can’t tell my family cause they’ll say I’m being over dramatic. I was like the boy who cried wolf...

Again the karma balance for two days idleness is gonna pay me off for at least the coming week until someone realizes that oh s*** I have done all but screwing up this guy(me) for last few weeks and here is the countdown starts. Go everything odds and have everything...

I hate my current job and the policies/bureaucracy of my country, I wish I would die in my sleep or the whole world would just explode so all the pain and worries would go away.

Trigger warning: suicide and csa
I sometimes wish I had killed myself over a decade ago. I lied to protect the man who molested me twenty years ago and now it’s coming out whether I like it or not. I don’t want to be seen as a victim. I...

Always Aline…world full of people and borde as hell…people are Just lies and s*** …Liberal society Just a lie…find yourself and leave the lie..

CSA survivor, This Halloween came by the girl who molested me when I was child came to the door with her husband and children. I still do not know how to feel about this but have been having bouts of ugly crying since. She looked so normal, she had a...

i’m trying so hard, but i’m just not happy. i’m never happy anymore. i just feel a little numb.

It hurts so bad. There is a terribly sharp agonizing pain in my stomach. It hurts so bad. Not nearly as bad as this mental pain, but it still hurts nonetheless.

My dad never, EVER shows any interest towards me or my life. I think he barely even knows what year of college I’m in. When I’m with him and my mom and I tell a story I usually automatically aim it to my mom because I know he’s not even...

I could be single and happy but instead I’m in a f***ing relationship getting nagged at.
where’s the ripcord?

My boyfriend is a freak.

I was a virgin before him. Despite all the bad he’s done I have stayed with him. Loyal, taking care of him. I can say for most guys I’d be their dream girl. Cook, clean, s** whenever wherever however, pretty slim long hair. Help...

I had cried a loot because I want a normal life , but normal people are pieces of s*** , they don’t care about someone else feelings , they don’t care if they are hurting you because you aren’t in theyr normal standard , because you wear a 10$ clothes...

My boyfriends sister hates me and it makes me feel like garbage. She’s a rude person with no manners and her parents treat her like a spoiled little princess. She’s an adult and can’t do anything for herself because she was never taught how or disciplined at all. She needs...

I hate being an a******. Sigh
I also really hate grilled cheese sandwiches with white cheese that’s disgusting

I’m a youngest child. I felt like it’s always my fault. My mom tells me it’s my fault she’s sick. I can’t really decide for myself. I just always say yes even if it’s me being passive of the situations. I want to get out of our house. I want...