I had cried a loot because I want a normal life , but normal people are pieces of s*** , they don’t care about someone else feelings , they don’t care if they are hurting you because you aren’t in theyr normal standard , because you wear a 10$ clothes and you not share same passions like for that gay sport called football.
What is football? Only a group of idiot that run to kick a ball and after they go to loocker room to s*** each other d*** and f*** like a beasts.
I love other things , I feel bad ,I tried to go to the university with the hope that something can change , but nothing.
I am alone , no friends , no interest , no love .
I am loosing my hairs , my patient.
I am using electroshock to destroy my personality , try to lacks all emotion to not feel anything.
People says to me :” Lack emotion is like see a grey world” But I say to them :” I prefer see a grey world than the black world that I see”
I hope one day go to Japan and give to me and who will be my wife and sons or daughters a better life and future.