hello I am desperate to tell what I have been experiencing hopefully some one will read any and understand . I slept with an old buddy and my life has never been right since then. he started stalking me and making creepy anonymous phone calls. I feel that I have lost my freedom.
I feel in love with a married man but I cant let go and I have hairy nightmares of his c*** ugly ho wife. I keep telling myself we’ve only just met and nothing matters . I want to kidnap him and tie him to my bed and throw the pretty c*** off. love will put a person into infamy.
I feel vile pain when I look on the other end. I cant do anything and some how its no surprise a am defensless in this fight against the world. I have a safty word I carry with me .it helps

I am very
scared, sad, angry, and lost